Oct 29
Today has been one of those days where the weight of inner turmoil feels almost unbearable. It’s like a persistent ache, not acute but rather chronic, a feeling that seems to have settled deep within. As I go through my daily motions, the weight of this emotional burden feels almost tangible. Whilst I strive to…
April 15
I asked how she felt Like a snail stuck in her shell. Unable to move. Unable to see the way out. Pushing against the shell incredibly hard to no avail. The overwhelming toughness of the outside world causing her to retreat back into her shell with little to no words. She tries to speak but…
April 9
The greater the high the greater the low? I’m so cautious to feel the bittersweet emotions of life. I prefer stability but the truth is highs and lows will always come along. I got some good news recently and I allowed myself to enjoy the happiness. But not everyday will be have those highs. Some…
March 15
I missed my train on Monday. I haven’t booked a train in a while now, probably because I’m so comfortable driving everywhere these days. Missing the train made my mum and I chuckle a little. I think it’s safe to say me and trains do not bond well together. Here’s a list of the times…
March 11
How blessed I am. Things may seem good today but remember to share this with yourself when you stumble upon harder days. Remember when you cried after your medical school interview thinking it had gone terribly, but God showed you that you were wrong. Remember when you struggled during A Levels and didn’t think you…
February 9
Stress. Sickness. Appreciation for good health. These are words that come to mind upon reflecting over the past week. Recently I had a short admission at the hospital I work in. Feeling much better but here are some reflections. No one can really explain what being a patient can feel like. I felt both loneliness…
Jan 30
Here I am lying down at work. Half an hour of my shift left. Feeling tired but also grateful to be tired. Grateful for having been able to carry out a hard days work. Grateful to be blessed with a body and mind capable of working. Grateful for the resources i can tap into so…
jan 28
My inner self. She feels the sun on her face and she smiles. She tries to keep herself alive with positivity and grace at times not realising to be alive is to experience happiness and sadness and all that is in between. She cannot erase one to find the other. She must feel it all…
jan 26
its been nearly two years aish, you thought you’d never get through those tough times. How proud she would be to see the girl you have become and are continuously striving to grow into. God never left your side. Aish
August 22
Why do we choose the love of those we have known for minutes over those who have cherished us our whole lives? Why do we choose the temporary, superficial version over the raw and unfiltered version? Dear God allow me to accept the love that is beautiful, true, raw and unfiltered. Aish
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